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I can not explain.

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I can not explain myself.

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I can not lie.

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All I am saying is true, even if I obligations.

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There should always first 'n dead. Anders gebeurt er niets. Otherwise, nothing happens.

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Otherwise it's never a problem. Anders gaat alles altijd maar door. Otherwise, everything is always on.

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No. Er moet altijd eerst iemand doodgaan. There must always be someone dying first.

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based on true events

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And then everyone suddenly.

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But too late.

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So there were deaths.

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Every morning I game 5.45 pm to 6.33 pm. Altijd. Always.

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I am meanwhile level 80.

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If you say nothing, that's just ... veel. Much.

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This means that you are strong. Gerespecteerd in the world.

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Hundreds of thousands of people online.

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But I play for more than a year only with her.

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Scarlite says: thx, my hero

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Ben says: hero must go, my princess

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Scarlite says: do not forget that princess also a man can be

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Ben says: you are you

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Ben says: I log off, TV

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Are you glad that you are also XXX Scarlite

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In games you can be who and what you want.

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Here you are only one person.

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Die dick you see in the mirror.

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him everything I have to learn.

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him learn to laugh, for example. People find that fine.

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You also said 'smile'.

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That means that there is in fact nothing to laugh.

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So create your own avatar.

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Twenty seconds for my hands.

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fifteen And for my hair.

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You are as strong as your weapons and your tools.

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My heart rate, for example. Om m'n hart bij te houden, zoals ze zeggen. In order to keep my heart, as they say.

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For if I become nervous.

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Not that I have become less nervous, but now ...

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I can see how it exactly nervous.

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Good morning, Ben.

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People always say that. Of't now a good morning or not.

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Good morning, mama.

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Have you slept well, boy?

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'Very good sleep, mama. Fijn dat je dat vraagt. Fine glad you asked. Dank je wel. Thank you. '

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Got my troll been here, Ben?

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My brother Jonas. He is still small.

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And I try to be his big brother.

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Trollen have no horses.

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But I never know exactly how this works.

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Quietly, Ben. Rustig. Quietly. Rustig aan, ja. Quiet, yes.

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It is not your heart.

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'Yes, mama. " -Ja, mama. - Yes, mama. Niet in m'n hart laten komen. Do not let my heart.

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In your heart, boy. Tuurlijk mag je dingen in je hart laten komen. Of course you may leave things in your heart.

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Just think carefully and calmly.

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Give me's a kiss. Toe dan. Toe then.

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But better.

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Better noise.

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I thought. And especially thinking.

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Provide, everything before.

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Everything is planning, everything is strategy.

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I can not say that I was totally surprised ...

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but it proved just ...

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that everything had happened so far, that it really could not.

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Before you do something, there must surely al ..

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For me that was just 't proof that ...

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Now it's just too much. Het is te veel geweest. It is too much.

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People are strange. They talk and talk and talk but.

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And they drink saliva from each other.

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I can only watch. Afkijken, as you say. Imiteren. Imiteren.

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All I will never learn.

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Because there was always something with me.

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Something with me and my hand.

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badges.

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What is with you on the hand, we will never know, hc.

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Mis.-What's wrong with you?

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I am the man where something wrong with it.

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But no one who could tell me ...

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how I could really good.

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Hc, queers.

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Pat has a new girlfriend. Een lekker ding. A good thing.

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Go and sit, dear.

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Not wrong, hc? Van 'n oude schuur die in brand staat, springen vonken af. From a former barn that is on fire, jumping off sparks.

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You know how 't you feel when you hand in her trousers stops?

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lk will not know.

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Once it 's a suikerklontje a horse?

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Bogaert and Desmet.

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I am their best friend.

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That they say anyway.

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Hc, there is Benny. Onze beste vriend. Our best friend. -Van Pluto. - From Pluto.

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The living proof that man afstamt of the mussel.

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The mussel?

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Hc, Benny Boy. De Marsman. The Marsman. Hallo. Hello.

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Whitney Houston for Benny Boy. Come in, Benny Boy. Come in, Benny Boy. Over.

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Over, Benny Boy. Do you read me? Do you read me?

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Hc, Benny Boy.

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Frommasturbate you are deaf. -What is it all for you?

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Extinguish ... What was it with?

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If I calm Saturday to play, she thought that my ears could not hear.

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The doctor said that I am a very good hearing had, but I could not listen.

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He may not listen.

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When they said that perhaps something to my eyes scheelde.

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You see what letters are available? -Ja. - Yes.

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Can you tell me what letters? -Ja. - Yes.

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It is the intention that you tell me what letters there.

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COHZVSZNDCVKC ...

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him as a baby when I always saw Looking Away ...

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He never looked at me. Hij keek altijd door me heen. He always looked through me.

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You have to see if a computer is configured completely different.

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They see it all.

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They see each sheet very sharp, but not see the tree.

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They literally see the wood for the trees.

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Overview. That's what.

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Over-sight. You should try to see.

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And make sure they do not see you.

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View 's out of your caps. -Debiel. - Debiel.

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View 's out of your caps. -Debiel. - Debiel.

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'Whitney Houston for Benny Boy. We have a problem.' We have a problem. "

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For Benny Boy. De Marsman. The Marsman.

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Every year you have a pair. Altijd alleen op het schoolplein. Always only in the school playground.

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It is heartbreaking to see. Maar ja, wat moet je dan. But yes, what do you then.

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You can difficult stick their hand.

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And certainly no longer.

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I wanted my son to a regular school went.

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My wife, my ex-wife and I had called 's quarrel.

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But he was a lot smarter than some of those other kids.

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Three, five, ten times smarter.

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An understandable question: Where is God?

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Where is this man with his large, gray beard?

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With all these wars and poverty and injustice ... Waar is God? Where is God?

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The interesting thing is that people who demand in the time of Jesus also claimed.

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Because Jesus hung there 't cross, and they said:

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'Jesus, why do you do nothing?

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If your boss is ap 't universe. Als je iemand kunt doen opstaan uit de dood? If someone can do rise from the dead?

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Then this is child's play. Klik, klak en je bent vrij.' Click, klak and you are free. "

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Jesus also suggests that question. Wat staat er in 't Nieuwe Testament? What's in 't New Testament?

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Op 't ninth hour Jesus cried with loud voice:

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'My God, my God, why have thou leave me? "

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Jesus himself takes that time also that question.

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He was humiliated and beaten. Ze hebben hem kapotgemaakt. They have destroyed him.

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Jesus himself doubts God.

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He can go in death. Eigenlijk pleegt Jezus zelfmoord. Actually adultery Jesus suicide.

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So he rises. Tot aan de verrijzenis. Until the resurrection.

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And that means that God ...

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Jebem ti, Bogaert. Laat Ben met rust. Let Ben alone.

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I think it is not the first time I can say that.

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You get problems with me.

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Ben is a bit different than you do, 't lamentable average here.

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And if your 't ask me, boft he says.

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Apparently, it's difficult to accept that someone a bit different.

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Or do you want to tell us something, sir Bogaert?

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Something about a text that you last night, have been studied extensively?

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Yes. -Ik weet wel iets. - I know something.

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We fires of curiosity, Mr. Bogaert.

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Know someone what Jesus said when he 't cross was picked?

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'Hc, first my feet. "

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That is very cut. 'Mijn God, waarom hebt Gij mij verlaten?' 'My God, why have You abandoned me? "

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One question that I am, believe me, every day, several times suggest.

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Hc quietly.

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Calm, please.

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Ben, do not opnaaien by those guests. Blijf gewoon rustig. Stay just quiet.

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That kind of lazy birds for the cat. Ze maken geen schijn van kans. They make no chance.

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They have once a patch on his foot stuck.

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fact that the director had said that it had.

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He has all day with that patch rondgelopen.

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He always had sandwiches with them.

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But he has never been able to eat.

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But yes, what can you do? Wat we altijd doen. What we always do. Te weinig. Too little. Niets. Nothing.

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That is our darling.

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Hc, Benny Boy? -Kindeke Jezus. - Kindeke Jesus.

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Leave him alone.

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It will not be easy, hc, Benny Boy, so as to be different?

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Quietly. -Beter dan 't gemiddelde. - Better than 't average.

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You are really our great example, hc, Ben? Jij bent 't. You are 'T.

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Quietly, quietly. Simply remain quiet.

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Plain, ordinary, ordinary.

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Smiles.

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'Are laugh', they said.

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Dan would 't stop it. Immediately they do stop.

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Filming.

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Action.

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Flikker.

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Loser.

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Dirty queer. -Loser. - Loser.

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Watch me ', boy.

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If you can't tell me, I can' t not recommended, Vertriest. 

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View. M'n favoriete klanten. My favorite customers.

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The tenth time is free, hc. -En hoe komt dat, denk je? - And why is that, do you think?

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I do not know. -Je hebt echt geen idee? - You have really no idea?

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Is it a quiz?

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Find your 't funny, Desmet?

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I think 't quite frankly, not funny.

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You have apparently Vertriest ... hoe zal ik 't zeggen... How will I 't say ... gepest. Bullied.

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A little plagued did. Not bullied. -We do this together.

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The difference is that a normal man understands that funny, sir.

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We still try to do normal against him. We praten nog met hem. We still talk with him.

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But normally it is quite bad.

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We are not those who chairs by 't throw window, sir.

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It is not easy.

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leave but, save that toneelstukje but for 't school.

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And you ...

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Now it's time to talk, friend.

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Toe then. Toe dan, zeg 't dan. Toe than, say 't then.

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Tell me what those two clowns misdaan again.

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But yes ... Achteraf is makkelijk praten, hc. With hindsight is easy talk, hc.

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Well, easy ... Ik bedoel... I mean ...

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You feel like a former fighter after a war that you have lost.

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I know almost no longer how often I am in all these schools.

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And always the same story.

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At this school ...

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students, we try to prepare for this hard world.

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And they are. En soms niet. And sometimes not.

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About that glass need u. ..

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The director said that they did it.

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If I am still 's would be inspected.

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Hopefully we can see each other more often. -Dat hoop ik ook. - I hope so too.

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And you let us know what the doctor finally decided?

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Or he further at this school ... -Ja. - Yes.

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Come on, Ben, bowl.

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Ben, your camera. Je moet ernaar kijken. You have to look forward. Echt waar, kijk ernaar. Really, look forward.

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Ben, bowl.

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Ben, this can not be longer. Dit gaat toch niet meer. This is probably no longer.

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Questing in Silancium W8 at you, XXX Scarlite

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wow you are a star on the Internet

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Hc, son of me. Gaat het een beetje? Is it a bit?

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Is there something?

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Will you tell me something? -Nee. - No.

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You have a message.

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From that girl, Scarlite.

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When will we nou 's in' t really see?

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Or is it not now?

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I will let you ... chatten. Chat. Of hoe je het ook noemt. Or how you also calls.

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Welterusten.

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Why tell people that anyway. "Welterusten."

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If you do not rest.

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But they, they waited.

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on me. At me, Ben X. Ben niks. Ben nothing.

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They waited.

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on me.

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Scarlite says too late

239
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never a lady waiting

240
00:25:32,120 --> 00:25:35,749
Ben says: Health low 't is not good

241
00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:51,715
Scarlite says: revive held on socks I go healen

242
00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:03,991
Ben says, too late for healen

243
00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:17,198
It's nice weather. Laten we maar weer naar 't ziekenhuis gaan, hc, Ben. Let us turn to 'go to hospital, hc, Ben.

244
00:26:17,360 --> 00:26:18,952
Weather go to the doctor.

245
00:26:19,120 --> 00:26:20,439
Weather tell my story.

246
00:26:20,600 --> 00:26:23,319
Dr. Meyvaert zal heel blij zijn ons te zien. Meyvaert will be very glad to see us.

247
00:26:23,480 --> 00:26:24,833
What is my story?

248
00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:30,711
I was not normal, I was ... speciaal. Dat zei iedereen. Special. Said that everyone.

249
00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:36,358
Your child is simply hypersensitief. Gewoon gevoelig. Just sensitive.

250
00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:40,308
A few emotionally dysfunctional. -Een lichte vorm van psychose. - A mild form of psychosis.

251
00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:44,513
Just a little tense. Net als de moeder? Like the mother?

252
00:26:45,640 --> 00:26:47,358
I will give you this.

253
00:26:47,520 --> 00:26:50,557
We can 't always agree.

254
00:26:52,560 --> 00:26:55,950
Sub-searching. Maar waaronder? But which?

255
00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:05,675
And there is always a camera.

256
00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:09,273
They see it.

257
00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:14,470
Who's crazy and who's not.

258
00:27:28,560 --> 00:27:31,870
It is a waste of time. Pure tijdverspilling. Pure waste of time.

259
00:27:32,040 --> 00:27:35,237
You have to face it, Bob. Zo kan het niet langer. For example, it no longer.

260
00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:39,279
We need to help us. -Dat kind heeft hier niks te zoeken. - That child has nothing to search.

261
00:27:39,440 --> 00:27:41,237
Nothing, nothing.

262
00:27:41,760 --> 00:27:47,278
I would not lose my mind. -Je gaat niks verliezen, maar vinden. - You will lose nothing but.

263
00:27:49,160 --> 00:27:53,597
You have to let go, they said. But they allowed me not go.

264
00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:06,871
Just follow the new rule.

265
00:28:07,040 --> 00:28:10,032
And when she suddenly knew what 't could.

266
00:28:10,200 --> 00:28:12,191
I had simply wrong brains.

267
00:28:12,360 --> 00:28:15,636
It would be 't Asperger syndrome can be.

268
00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:18,109
The Asperger syndrome, they said.

269
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A form of autism.

270
00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:22,873
Autism. Dat hebben ze ontdekt. Ik heb autisme. This is what she discovered. I have autism.

271
00:28:23,040 --> 00:28:26,112
Of autism has given me.

272
00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:37,519
Twelve years this man had studied.

273
00:28:37,680 --> 00:28:39,955
But not afgeleerd into his nose to pulken.

274
00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:46,434
Madam, 't is not easy. En 't zal ook niet makkelijker worden. And 't will not be easy.

275
00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:50,673
But you should not forget: Ben is not napaka.

276
00:28:50,840 --> 00:28:56,198
the contrary, he is very strong. Hij is bijna sterkzinnig. He is almost sterkzinnig.

277
00:28:56,360 --> 00:29:00,319
He will talk and talk and talk. Man who-me state.

278
00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:02,550
He is strong in his senses.

279
00:29:02,720 --> 00:29:08,238
We really have to do with an extraordinary boy.

280
00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:11,676
Those fights every day ...

281
00:29:12,720 --> 00:29:14,950
as an ordinary boy with 't life.

282
00:29:15,120 --> 00:29:17,793
And now the question: Should we thereof afhelpen him?

283
00:29:18,200 --> 00:29:21,317
Of those illusion that he as a boy by ordinary 't life could be.

284
00:29:21,480 --> 00:29:26,600
I have heard that his school well. Zeer goed zelfs. Very good indeed.

285
00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:29,797
So why should we address him now?

286
00:29:29,960 --> 00:29:35,990
because his death bullied, for instance.

287
00:29:39,120 --> 00:29:42,396
Yes well, that happens. Dat gebeurt. That happens.

288
00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:44,835
It would not, but 't happen.

289
00:29:48,440 --> 00:29:52,353
At a given moment you get a stamp.

290
00:29:52,520 --> 00:29:53,873
Autism.

291
00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:58,633
Snap? Maar dat woord... But that word ...

292
00:30:00,280 --> 00:30:03,078
For me, that child was just that kind.

293
00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:05,753
For me Ben was Ben.

294
00:30:06,160 --> 00:30:09,436
Yes, these are volcanoes.

295
00:30:09,600 --> 00:30:13,479
They are walking in volcanoes where the force does not know.

296
00:30:13,640 --> 00:30:17,553
Tijdbommen his' t actually, they live undercover in our world.

297
00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:21,998
Because the reaction is often much later than the cause.

298
00:30:32,400 --> 00:30:35,631
We will simply continue. Dat kunnen we best. We can best.

299
00:30:35,800 --> 00:30:38,268
We let ourselves Surely not.

300
00:30:55,360 --> 00:30:59,069
And then my fingers have told her everything.

301
00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:03,512
Ben says: game over time for endgame

302
00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:27,713
Come.

303
00:31:48,280 --> 00:31:53,877
They, the princess of the letters, on the other side of the country.

304
00:31:55,680 --> 00:31:59,355
They always beside me as' t back no longer.

305
00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:06,793
Those who know me, without that they know what my name is.

306
00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:10,872
Those who could meet me rapen.

307
00:32:11,920 --> 00:32:15,913
Those who could do me 'sleep'.

308
00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:28,471
The plan of a word.

309
00:32:29,640 --> 00:32:31,915
'Let me help you,' she said.

310
00:32:33,200 --> 00:32:36,590
"In order to grow ...

311
00:32:38,280 --> 00:32:41,352
Off to rise above yourself. ' '

312
00:33:04,880 --> 00:33:07,792
Quietly, Ben. Rustig. Quietly.

313
00:33:08,680 --> 00:33:10,557
What you today?

314
00:33:13,080 --> 00:33:15,799
Got your cell phone? Bel je als er iets is? Call you if something?

315
00:33:15,960 --> 00:33:17,313
It is not your heart.

316
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:19,838
Give me a kiss.

317
00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:22,718
Just stay quiet.

318
00:33:31,120 --> 00:33:33,634
What exactly happened that day?

319
00:33:36,360 --> 00:33:38,191
Who will 't say.

320
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:42,912
I knew only that he ...

321
00:33:45,440 --> 00:33:49,353
Look, I knew how my son is felt ...

322
00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:53,593
to the way he dichtsloeg the door early morning.

323
00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:58,914
It was not even such a bad door. Dat dacht ik althans. That, at least I thought.

324
00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:17,398
I, Marsman. I had to ... eraan. Coming.

325
00:34:17,560 --> 00:34:19,357
Ob.

326
00:34:20,640 --> 00:34:25,430
But which? Because I was always there.

327
00:34:26,480 --> 00:34:27,629
Always al

328
00:34:34,840 --> 00:34:36,034
Doe 's normal.

329
00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:54,158
Freak. -Mietje. - Mietje.

330
00:35:51,360 --> 00:35:55,478
Got 't seen what I shot? Heb je 't bekeken? Did you, Bob viewed?

331
00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:28,960
I did not know that you believed.

332
00:36:31,400 --> 00:36:33,038
Is it a little, boy?

333
00:36:34,080 --> 00:36:37,436
You know that you, Bob can tell me if something is. ls er iets? Ls something?

334
00:36:37,640 --> 00:36:40,154
There is nothing. -Okc. - Okc.

335
00:36:42,080 --> 00:36:44,674
Jebem ti, what is it now?

336
00:36:45,200 --> 00:36:47,475
Do you think funny?

337
00:36:47,640 --> 00:36:50,916
I thought 't it funny. -En zie je mij lachen? - And you see me laughing?

338
00:36:51,840 --> 00:36:54,673
Perhaps you have no sense of humor, sir.

339
00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:57,557
Since you do not start, hc Bogaert.

340
00:37:00,480 --> 00:37:03,074
You guys do a game with me, hc. En jullie spelen met... And you play with ...

341
00:37:03,240 --> 00:37:05,196
Fire. -Met vuur, ja. - With fire, yes.

342
00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:08,000
And you play with ... -Vuur. - Fire.

343
00:37:13,440 --> 00:37:15,795
Can you not oppose a joke?

344
00:37:17,480 --> 00:37:21,792
You have to defend, boy. Je moet je ertegen wapenen. You have to guard against. Wapenen.

345
00:37:25,000 --> 00:37:27,798
Me arms. Een death cross. A Death cross.

346
00:37:27,960 --> 00:37:31,157
In Archlord pay you 350 gold.

347
00:37:32,280 --> 00:37:36,319
Did we 't but conscience, they say. Hadden we 't maar geweten. Did we 't but conscience.

348
00:37:36,480 --> 00:37:37,993
But what had they done?

349
00:37:39,040 --> 00:37:43,716
You see 't arrive each year. Je ziet 't elke keer aankomen. You see 't arrive every time.

350
00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:49,159
Every evening you sit on your bare knees and prays that your 't may well expire.

351
00:37:49,320 --> 00:37:52,596
And that is usually the case. Maar ja... But yes ...

352
00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:56,393
This time we certainly have a prayer skipped.

353
00:37:56,880 --> 00:38:01,670
You know the outcome. En die kennen we nu. And we know it now.

354
00:38:01,840 --> 00:38:05,310
I know only that the school will never be the same.

355
00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:15,630
Hi. Eh... Eh ... Ben X. Ben X.

356
00:38:16,840 --> 00:38:22,676
I know you are not in 't real, but I know you very well.

357
00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:25,752
I would only say:

358
00:38:25,920 --> 00:38:29,469
What counts in a game, also counts here.

359
00:38:29,640 --> 00:38:35,158
You can not play without your endgame healer, and that's me. Toch? Right?

360
00:38:36,240 --> 00:38:39,198
I am worried about you.

361
00:38:39,360 --> 00:38:44,957
I take the train that morning at 10.22 hours at you arrive.

362
00:38:45,120 --> 00:38:49,557
And I know that you will. Je hebt nog nooit 'n afspraak gemist. You have never been a missed appointment.

363
00:38:49,720 --> 00:38:51,517
So, until tomorrow.

364
00:39:12,880 --> 00:39:15,474
Hi, Marsman. -Hc, Benny Boy. - Hc, Benny Boy.

365
00:39:18,200 --> 00:39:20,430
How does ie? Je bent zo gespannen. You are so tense.

366
00:39:24,400 --> 00:39:29,793
We go a on them. -Als je dat hebt in die debiele kop. - If you have that in those debiele head.

367
00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:39,150
the bus. Mijn bus. Mijn bus-van-altijd die wegrijdt. My bus. Bus-My-all of which drive away.

368
00:39:45,840 --> 00:39:49,037
is beautiful between the trees. -Gaan we op 't bankje zitten. - Are we on her bench.

369
00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:50,872
Vriendjes among themselves.

370
00:39:51,240 --> 00:39:54,630
You need to relax, said Beard. En de Baard heeft gelijk. And Beard is right.

371
00:39:57,560 --> 00:40:02,076
Hc. Wat is dat? What's that? -Wat een horloge. - What a watch.

372
00:40:02,320 --> 00:40:05,118
You are spoiled.

373
00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:08,714
Not so aggressive. Niet zoals de vorige keer. Not like last time.

374
00:40:08,880 --> 00:40:11,917
You know what it is. -We zijn vrienden. - We are friends.

375
00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:14,640
You know what happens then. -Rustig, Desmet. - Quiet, Desmet.

376
00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:16,677
We are friends among each other.

377
00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:18,833
Jesus, you are really mad.

378
00:40:22,560 --> 00:40:23,515
Relax.

379
00:40:23,680 --> 00:40:26,956
Got your cell phone? Bel als er iets is. Ja, mama. Call if something is. Yes, mama.

380
00:40:27,120 --> 00:40:30,157
Benny, we are friends, hc. Waar of niet? True or not?

381
00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:33,873
Hc, what is that?

382
00:40:36,320 --> 00:40:41,189
ET, phone home. -Een Nokia 3250. - A Nokia 3250. Verdomme. Damn.

383
00:40:41,440 --> 00:40:42,793
What do you mean?

384
00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:45,713
You can not talk, how can you phoning?

385
00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:49,748
What would he do with it? -Sms'en naar z'n mama. - SMS 'and to his mother.

386
00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:55,353
SMS? Eens kijken. Once watch. Hier, moet je kijken. Here, you must look.

387
00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:58,910
A MMS ... Who's that?

388
00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:02,556
Frankenstein has a baby. -Scarlite. - Scarlite.

389
00:41:02,720 --> 00:41:05,518
They called Scarlite. -Even kijken. - Let's see.

390
00:41:11,360 --> 00:41:13,715
He has a girlfriend.

391
00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:17,475
Hc, which looks not bad. -Zeker weten. - Definitely.

392
00:41:17,640 --> 00:41:21,918
What counts in a game, also counts here.

393
00:41:22,120 --> 00:41:24,554
You can not play without your endgame healer ...

394
00:41:24,720 --> 00:41:28,633
You healer? Ls they can healer?

395
00:41:28,800 --> 00:41:33,828
Dealer. -Ongelooflijk. - Incredibly.

396
00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:38,391
I take the train that morning at 10.22 hours at you arrive.

397
00:41:38,560 --> 00:41:42,997
Tomorrow at 10.22 hours at the station, on the platform.

398
00:41:43,160 --> 00:41:46,630
We will also be hc Desmet? Dat moeten we zien. We must see.

399
00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:50,236
Our best friend has a date. Daar moeten wij toch bij zijn. We must choose to use.

400
00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:52,197
True or not?

401
00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:57,789
Telephone, phone, Benny.

402
00:41:57,960 --> 00:42:03,159
They call him yet. Het is mammie. It's Mommy. Mammie. Mommy. Hallo, dag mammie. Hi, Mommy day.

403
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:08,150
I am in 't park with my friends. Spreek je boodschap in na de piep. Speak your message after the beep.

404
00:42:08,320 --> 00:42:11,153
Day, Mommy. Oeps, voicemail. Oops, voicemail.

405
00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:12,992
Ben, lets hear anything.

406
00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:17,352
Did you do not suffer from that gestalk? Vind je dat niet vervelend, Benny Boy? Do you not boring, Benny Boy?

407
00:42:17,520 --> 00:42:20,239
Is not that annoying, always that gezeik your ma?

408
00:42:20,400 --> 00:42:24,188
I Will your phone but, Benny Boy? Wat vind jij? What do you think?

409
00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:44,397
Ho, ho. Met een kruisbeeld nog wel. With a crucifix still. -Je bent echt gek. - You are really crazy.

410
00:42:46,200 --> 00:42:50,796
Hc, Benny and telephone. Het is mammie. It's Mommy. Neem je niet op? Please do not rely on?

411
00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:53,155
It is Mommy, you will recall. Nou? Well?

412
00:42:53,320 --> 00:42:55,595
Come on, Ben. Neem op. At.

413
00:43:03,960 --> 00:43:06,599
Benny Boy. Je bent verdomme een marsman. You are a damn marsman.

414
00:43:06,760 --> 00:43:08,716
We can no longer take.

415
00:43:08,880 --> 00:43:12,111
And then to remember that we had a gift for you.

416
00:43:12,280 --> 00:43:14,635
That we only give our best friends.

417
00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:18,031
It is a small pilletje, but 't have a big impact.

418
00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:21,875
That is why they call Superman. Mondje open. Mondje open. 

419
00:43:26,720 --> 00:43:31,555
There is a smiley for people like you who can not laugh. Trek? Pull?

420
00:43:33,760 --> 00:43:36,433
A little water to 't by coils.

421
00:43:36,600 --> 00:43:38,716
And then you feel just Superman.

422
00:43:38,920 --> 00:43:40,990
Sun. En doorslikken. And swallow.

423
00:43:43,560 --> 00:43:45,596
The first is free because you are our friend.

424
00:43:45,760 --> 00:43:48,399
Next time pay. -Het is goed voor je. It will be good for you. Echt. Really.

425
00:43:48,640 --> 00:43:51,393
Not as aggressive as ever. Hier. Here.

426
00:43:51,560 --> 00:43:54,552
Now you know what time 't is going to click when you turn against those thick.

427
00:44:03,480 --> 00:44:04,913
This is not true.

428
00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:08,230
Jebem ti.

429
00:44:09,680 --> 00:44:13,514
This is not true. Neem op, alsjeblieft. Please, please.

430
00:44:13,680 --> 00:44:15,671
Mama, what is that?

431
00:44:16,520 --> 00:44:18,238
Nothing, boy. Niets. Nothing.

432
00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:20,999
Come, we are going to find your brother.

433
00:44:38,040 --> 00:44:39,758
Jebem ti.

434
00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:43,075
Damn.

435
00:44:43,800 --> 00:44:45,552
Jebem ti.

436
00:45:03,600 --> 00:45:05,079
Godver ...

437
00:45:10,640 --> 00:45:12,676
Verdoem me.

438
00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:32,552
Where are you?

439
00:46:23,680 --> 00:46:25,033
Ben ...

440
00:46:27,040 --> 00:46:28,473
Feel it.

441
00:46:30,840 --> 00:46:32,398
Feel but, Ben.

442
00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:54,757
You must learn to feel good to you to learn to feel good.

443
00:47:21,160 --> 00:47:25,517
What is there, boy? Wat is er gebeurd? What happened? Gaat het? Is it?

444
00:47:25,680 --> 00:47:27,557
Do you see yourself.

445
00:47:29,480 --> 00:47:34,713
Is it? Wat is er met je gebeurd? What has happened to you?

446
00:47:37,240 --> 00:47:38,958
It is a good boy, but come.

447
00:47:40,520 --> 00:47:43,956
It is nothing, mama. Mensen zeggen dat toch altijd: Het is niks. People always say: It's nothing.

448
00:47:44,120 --> 00:47:49,274
I am healed. Echt waar, genezen. Really, cure. Helemaal genezen. Completely healed.

449
00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:55,151
It is good, boy. -Je grote broer is Superman. - Your big brother is Superman.

450
00:47:55,320 --> 00:48:00,189
Calm, Ben. We gaan naar huis. We go home. Zo is 't genoeg. For example, "t enough.

451
00:48:03,880 --> 00:48:09,318
There will be water out of your eyes, mama.

452
00:48:09,480 --> 00:48:14,190
There is really water from your eyes, but I know that is salt and wet.

453
00:48:14,360 --> 00:48:16,635
Salt and wet.

454
00:48:18,320 --> 00:48:22,233
People say that I do not understand because I do not snap feelings ...

455
00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:25,472
but I can do. Ik weet wel... I know ...

456
00:48:25,640 --> 00:48:29,155
Do you remember when I was little that I always ...

457
00:48:29,320 --> 00:48:33,472
back the tears trying to stop.

458
00:48:33,640 --> 00:48:37,155
That was simply because I did not want you sad.

459
00:48:43,280 --> 00:48:48,308
It is, mama. Mensen zeggen altijd dat 't gaat en dan vragen ze: People always say that 't, and then ask them:

460
00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:53,190
Is it? En dan zeggen ze: Ja, ja. And then they say: Yes, yes.

461
00:48:53,360 --> 00:48:59,549
Yes, it's good. Het gaat goed. It is good. Het gaat vooruit. These forward. Het gaat vooruit. These forward.

462
00:48:59,720 --> 00:49:02,757
It is good, you say. Echt waar, het gaat. Really, it does.

463
00:49:02,920 --> 00:49:06,879
But I am not crazy. -Nee. - No.

464
00:49:07,080 --> 00:49:11,278
I am just a bit difficult. Ja, moeilijk, dat ben ik. Yes, difficult, which I am.

465
00:49:11,440 --> 00:49:16,639
But I am used to 't train, mama. Echt waar, ik ben aan 't trainen. Really, I am 't train.

466
00:49:18,760 --> 00:49:24,790
I am broken. Maar ik ben herboren, net als in een videogame. But I am reborn, as in a video game.

467
00:49:26,640 --> 00:49:31,873
There will also give a new life. -Kom, jongen. - Come on, boy. We gaan naar huis. We go home. Kom. Come on.

468
00:49:40,680 --> 00:49:45,117
And now it is worked out ... I was out.

469
00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:48,794
Eyes open again. Head close again.

470
00:49:57,640 --> 00:49:59,039
What's that, Ben?

471
00:50:01,240 --> 00:50:03,800
Why did you not tell me that?

472
00:50:09,520 --> 00:50:14,230
Then came the truth. Zwaarheid. De raarheid. The raarheid.

473
00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:16,277
Who has done this?

474
00:50:16,840 --> 00:50:18,432
Keep, Ben.

475
00:50:34,840 --> 00:50:37,593
Everything can be destroyed as soon really.

476
00:50:38,040 --> 00:50:40,315
Everything can be destroyed as quickly.

477
00:50:42,000 --> 00:50:45,515
Why could I not also destroy?

478
00:50:49,800 --> 00:50:52,633
Stop, Ben. Stop.

479
00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:03,558
Jonas, bowl.

480
00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:19,277
Here. Jonas... Jonas ...

481
00:51:29,560 --> 00:51:33,712
And when I saw that dick, which are zero weather.

482
00:51:33,880 --> 00:51:36,314
And I went to tackle him.

483
00:51:44,640 --> 00:51:49,077
I had a lot of thought. Fall of the night.

484
00:51:49,240 --> 00:51:51,754
Go to the end of the pain.

485
00:51:53,680 --> 00:51:56,433
What can blood beautiful.

486
00:52:22,320 --> 00:52:25,949
And even later ... kwam m'n vader. Was my father.

487
00:52:26,120 --> 00:52:27,917
Ben, Ben, boy.

488
00:52:28,080 --> 00:52:29,274
my dad.

489
00:52:29,640 --> 00:52:32,518
They never know what he should say.

490
00:52:34,080 --> 00:52:36,355
So I usually he is.

491
00:52:50,960 --> 00:52:53,474
She was also meegekomen.

492
00:52:53,640 --> 00:52:58,430
Sabine, his girlfriend, as he said.

493
00:52:58,600 --> 00:53:01,353
They always asked whether it was with me ....

494
00:53:01,520 --> 00:53:03,158
Is it?

495
00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:10,632
example, which is no more. -Nee, Sabine. - No, Sabine. Zo kan dat niet meer, nee. For example, that no longer exists, no.

496
00:53:10,800 --> 00:53:13,997
Yet it will be. Het zal toch moeten, Sabine. It will still need, Sabine.

497
00:53:14,160 --> 00:53:17,197
It is not the first time and 't will not be the last.

498
00:53:17,360 --> 00:53:20,989
Come, Sabine. Het is goed. It is good. Het is goed. It is good.

499
00:53:25,320 --> 00:53:26,548
Care for him.

500
00:53:36,120 --> 00:53:38,190
The endgame.

501
00:53:38,360 --> 00:53:42,478
The end, the end, the end, the end.

502
00:53:46,240 --> 00:53:47,912
The endgame.

503
00:53:55,000 --> 00:54:00,552
In less than thirteen, I will kill you. Yet 42 down.

504
00:54:01,600 --> 00:54:04,194
Then you will be there. Dan ben je klaar. Then you are ready.

505
00:54:04,360 --> 00:54:06,920
yet 42 down.

506
00:54:07,560 --> 00:54:09,949
And death is life.

507
00:54:10,120 --> 00:54:14,079
You can not play without your endgame healer, and that's me.

508
00:54:14,240 --> 00:54:18,153
I take the train that morning at 10.22 hours at you arrive.

509
00:54:18,360 --> 00:54:19,918
And I know that you will be ...

510
00:54:20,080 --> 00:54:22,116
9.36 pm.

511
00:54:22,560 --> 00:54:24,437
I have to 't station.

512
00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:27,392
I have to 't station.

513
00:54:41,920 --> 00:54:44,195
Quietly, quietly, Ben.

514
00:54:53,960 --> 00:54:56,155
am no worries away

515
00:55:02,920 --> 00:55:05,514
I Will your phone, Benny Boy?

516
00:55:25,760 --> 00:55:28,115
The station ... het station. The station.

517
00:55:51,080 --> 00:55:54,675
10.22 hours at the station. We go we go, he Desmet?

518
00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:56,359
We must see.

519
00:55:56,520 --> 00:55:58,556
That can not. Te laat. Too late.

520
00:55:58,720 --> 00:56:03,191
And those who might be there. Zij die niet weet hoe ik eruitzie, wie ik ben. Those who do not know how I eruitzie, who I am.

521
00:56:03,400 --> 00:56:06,631
That I am not. En zij wel. And they did.

522
00:56:30,160 --> 00:56:32,469
But I knew ... I would find it.

523
00:56:32,640 --> 00:56:35,359
I would smell her. If the dog who I was.

524
00:57:11,080 --> 00:57:13,469
Since ... was ze. She was.

525
00:57:18,600 --> 00:57:20,079
She had come.

526
00:57:21,120 --> 00:57:22,951
Really.

527
00:57:23,120 --> 00:57:25,031
In 't really.

528
00:57:27,040 --> 00:57:28,155
They waited.

529
00:57:29,600 --> 00:57:31,158
on me.

530
00:57:47,080 --> 00:57:50,516
And they sms'te. Likely to me.

531
00:58:03,520 --> 00:58:06,159
And then everything went very quickly, as they say.

532
00:58:06,320 --> 00:58:10,518
But everything always goes too fast for me. They went away.

533
00:58:10,720 --> 00:58:14,793
Because I was not there. Man who they do not like.

534
00:58:18,400 --> 00:58:22,598
But what my head could not, my legs could do.

535
00:58:59,560 --> 00:59:01,198
That is the train.

536
00:59:01,360 --> 00:59:05,478
A spacecraft that we will pick up on a barren planet.

537
00:59:08,760 --> 00:59:10,671
Everything is courage.

538
00:59:10,840 --> 00:59:14,992
But do what you can not do.

539
01:00:09,760 --> 01:00:11,273
Her smell was enough.

540
01:00:12,400 --> 01:00:16,996
The scent of a season that still had to be invented.

541
01:00:17,320 --> 01:00:19,834
In a continent that has had to be discovered ...

542
01:00:20,000 --> 01:00:24,118
but I already kilometers outside of the coast could smell.

543
01:00:26,520 --> 01:00:30,911
With her perfect neck to me Saturday they 'n landscape dreams.

544
01:00:33,760 --> 01:00:39,153
And I ... ik stelde me voor hoe ik m'n lippen hier zou neerplanten... I suggested to me how I would neerplanten my lips here ...

545
01:00:39,320 --> 01:00:44,474
as a flag. Flag of my liberation.

546
01:00:46,080 --> 01:00:50,039
So just sit here in the warmth of her body.

547
01:00:50,200 --> 01:00:52,191
Very even, suddenly perfect.

548
01:00:52,880 --> 01:00:58,318
The next station is Brussels. We komen binnen op... We arrive within ...

549
01:00:58,480 --> 01:01:02,189
Hè, are they?

550
01:01:04,960 --> 01:01:09,431
now had something. Plain, say something.

551
01:01:09,600 --> 01:01:12,353
But nothing is all I am saying.

552
01:01:13,600 --> 01:01:15,830
I can only road.

553
01:01:38,720 --> 01:01:40,119
And they went away.

554
01:01:41,720 --> 01:01:43,278
Just gone.

555
01:01:48,080 --> 01:01:50,992
And I had also just gone.

556
01:02:23,440 --> 01:02:27,513
I was really fear. Een moeder voelt zoiets. A mother feels something.

557
01:02:29,200 --> 01:02:36,390
Well hundred times per second, I thought: Please Do not stoms.

558
01:02:36,560 --> 01:02:39,597
If he is still nothing but please doms.

559
01:02:39,760 --> 01:02:41,637
I remember well that he 'n once asked:

560
01:02:41,840 --> 01:02:45,958
How many reasons, a man needed to suicide to consult?

561
01:02:46,120 --> 01:02:48,350
I said: How much? Ja, hoeveel zegt hij. Yes, what he says.

562
01:02:48,520 --> 01:01:02,:51
92 His that there are two, five, ten?

563
01:02:51,760 --> 01:02:57,153
Since he was doing. Om te weten of hij er genoeg had. To know whether he is tired.

564
01:03:01,280 --> 01:03:07,230
The endgame. Mijn plan. Het plan van één woord. My plan. Plan of a word.

565
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:12,190
Murder. De moord op mijzelf. De trein nemen. The murder of myself. Train.

566
01:03:13,600 ---> 01:03:1,6,2
9 Naar nergens meer. 566
01:03:13600 --> 01:01:03:16239 To nowhere more.

567
01:03:20,240 --> 01:0,3:2
754 There is an advantage to suicide.

568
01:03:22,920 --> 01:03:26,310
You do victim never far to seek.

569
01:03:26,480 --> 01:03:30,189
You do not even attempt to do it. Train had arranged.

570
01:03:30,360 --> 01:03:32,999
What was his motive? A locomotive.

571
01:04:17,000 --> 01:04:21,437
If you think it goes quickly ... Dat is echt niet zo. That is really not the case.

572
01:04:23,520 --> 01:04:28,389
Even if you have the good fortune that you immediately beheaded ...

573
01:04:28,560 --> 01:04:33,315
than shining 't that your head still 13 to 15 seconds regain consciousness.

574
01:04:35,520 --> 01:04:39,513
You can imagine that you do not really have nice thoughts.

575
01:04:39,680 --> 01:04:42,433
If you rest your limbs sees rondvliegen.

576
01:04:46,800 --> 01:04:51,590
They say you just before you die ...

577
01:04:51,760 --> 01:04:55,070
the movie of your life yet 's past shows.

578
01:04:55,240 --> 01:04:57,310
And? Heb je 't gezien? Did you, Bob?

579
01:04:57,480 --> 01:05:00,631
But who has ... -Wie heeft er geduwd? - Who has been pushed?

580
01:05:01,680 --> 01:01:05,:05
78 I course. Wie anders? Who else? Sufferd.

581
01:05:08,720 --> 01:05:10,073
You?

582
01:05:11,480 --> 01:05:15,553
And he has no notable scars or a birthmark or something?

583
01:05:15,720 --> 01:05:17,472
Scars?

584
01:05:19,800 --> 01:05:21,836
That was already destroyed sure?

585
01:05:23,840 --> 01:05:26,115
And did you notice something odd out?

586
01:05:35,040 --> 01:05:36,996
I snap 't not, Ben.

587
01:05:37,720 --> 01:05:39,199
Really.

588
01:05:46,680 --> 01:05:50,355
Are you the man from the dungeon of Silancium escaped?

589
01:05:51,560 --> 01:05:55,348
That alone with me from the desert Windrill is extended?

590
01:05:56,440 --> 01:05:58,032
Those with Bailor has fought.

591
01:05:58,200 --> 01:06:00,839
With me through the swamps of Ondekon is drawn.

592
01:06:01,000 --> 01:06:02,831
has Zerdin reports.

593
01:06:04,640 --> 01:06:06,949
You are level 80, damn.

594
01:06:10,560 --> 01:06:12,790
And so is your endgame?

595
01:06:12,960 --> 01:06:16,430
Stomweg just for the train jump.

596
01:06:18,080 --> 01:06:19,672
Was that your plan?

597
01:06:21,640 --> 01:06:24,916
Even an exit. Log out.

598
01:06:29,360 --> 01:06:34,593
'Ben road. Geen nood. Do not worry. ' Nou, dat is toch goed nieuws? 'Well, that is good news?

599
01:06:34,760 --> 01:06:37,991
That is to say that he is just away and you do not have to be worried.

600
01:06:38,160 --> 01:06:41,470
My son does not do that, just away on Saturday morning.

601
01:06:41,640 --> 01:06:43,710
That he may not even leave.

602
01:06:45,160 --> 01:06:48,391
And indeed, look, I did this.

603
01:06:48,680 --> 01:06:51,433
it is the perfect day to do everything to say goodbye

604
01:06:51,600 --> 01:06:53,636
101 ways to make yourself part of

605
01:07:05,520 --> 01:07:08,080
I do not know if you know, Ben ...

606
01:07:10,600 --> 01:07:16,630
In 't real life ... is doodgaan wel redelijk definitief. Dying is quite final.

607
01:07:19,600 --> 01:07:21,909
You can not imagine.

608
01:07:25,000 --> 01:07:27,355
You might die.

609
01:07:29,000 --> 01:07:31,992
But not in 't really.

610
01:07:32,160 --> 01:07:37,359
Thus we should not play, Ben. Jij, level 80. You, level 80.

611
01:07:40,160 --> 01:07:44,153
Do you away from this world, Ben? Ga dan weg. Now go away.

612
01:07:46,000 --> 01:07:49,675
But if you want to take revenge, Ben, wreek you then.

613
01:07:52,560 --> 01:07:56,917
Because otherwise you exactly what they tell you. Een loser. A loser.

614
01:07:57,080 --> 01:07:59,878
Play to win, Ben.

615
01:08:01,200 --> 01:08:05,751
Everything is planning. Alles is strategie. Everything is strategy.

616
01:08:07,520 --> 01:08:09,431
Keep your true of Fanta?

617
01:08:28,360 --> 01:08:30,316
I am so happy.

618
01:08:32,680 --> 01:08:35,433
That you you are.

619
01:08:37,360 --> 01:08:42,957
Well, we will be missing him as a country.

620
01:08:43,240 --> 01:08:45,913
And this? Wat gaat u hieraan doen? What are you going to do?

621
01:08:46,080 --> 01:08:49,277
I will contact social work.

622
01:08:49,440 --> 01:08:52,637
They know that only too well. Helaas. Too bad.

623
01:09:39,400 --> 01:09:41,834
"I wanted only way," he said.

624
01:09:42,040 --> 01:09:45,828
'But I dared not as good death because I did not know what that was. "

625
01:09:55,760 --> 01:09:58,354
Was that your big plan?

626
01:10:04,120 --> 01:10:05,473
How do we 't do?

627
01:10:09,280 --> 01:10:11,157
Are we poison?

628
01:10:14,080 --> 01:10:18,995
No. Stel je voor dat je vergif hebt genomen en je je bedenkt. Imagine that you have taken poison in your mind.

629
01:10:19,160 --> 01:10:21,913
Then you 't antigifcentrum call. 'Hallo?' "Hello?"

630
01:10:30,200 --> 01:10:35,149
people 't antigifcentrum always get that kind of calls.

631
01:10:40,560 --> 01:10:43,233
That is really something for stomkoppen.

632
01:10:45,920 --> 01:10:48,150
You can also hang yourself.

633
01:10:48,360 --> 01:10:52,353
That is really tough. Dan schijn je een enorme erectie te krijgen. Then your appearance to get an enormous erection.

634
01:10:54,040 --> 01:10:56,713
But you yourself have poept under.

635
01:10:56,880 --> 01:11:00,031
This is not as cool as to be found, eh.

636
01:11:01,560 --> 01:11:04,233
You know, Ben, furthermore ...

637
01:11:04,400 --> 01:11:10,316
what they found under the fingernails of someone who has hung?

638
01:11:10,480 --> 01:11:14,996
all small pieces of rope and sheet.

639
01:11:16,040 --> 01:11:18,270
And do you know why that is?

640
01:11:18,440 --> 01:11:22,991
That's because they desperately try to rope their neck.

641
01:11:23,160 --> 01:11:27,995
And that succeeds or not. Want de stoel staat te ver en daar kunnen ze niet bij. Because the seat is too far and that they can not.

642
01:11:30,440 --> 01:11:33,955
Ben, you find it exciting, eh?

643
01:11:34,120 --> 01:11:36,031
Dying.

644
01:11:36,200 --> 01:11:37,997
Dying.

645
01:11:39,160 --> 01:11:43,312
Everything is in one time. Ben is in èèn keer opgelost. Ben is in one time.

646
01:11:46,760 --> 01:11:50,958
Would you not even one time look to see if there is a different solution?

647
01:11:51,120 --> 01:11:53,429
Not even one time around.

648
01:11:56,880 --> 01:11:59,792
You need a damn bit more creative, Ben.

649
01:11:59,960 --> 01:12:01,393
Obligation and beauty.

650
01:12:02,440 --> 01:12:04,954
You are so beautiful.

651
01:12:06,240 --> 01:12:10,279
A guild together, she said. Like Archlord.

652
01:12:11,480 --> 01:12:16,190
It was her idea. Er zijn quests die te groot zijn voor twee. There are quests that are too big for two.

653
01:12:27,040 --> 01:12:29,156
'You must help me,' he said.

654
01:12:37,480 --> 01:12:39,471
And we have helped him.

655
01:12:40,640 --> 01:12:45,873
We knew that everybody would say that you could not do.

656
01:12:46,040 --> 01:12:49,510
But that is more or less why I 't have done.

657
01:13:31,600 --> 01:13:35,354
You may not smoke, Sabrina. -Het is 'Sabine'. - It is' Sabine '.

658
01:13:38,360 --> 01:13:41,716
You would have to be grateful that you do not smoke.

659
01:13:41,880 --> 01:13:47,432
Yes, I am incredibly grateful. -Weer een halve dag langer leven. Another half-day live longer.

660
01:13:57,760 --> 01:14:01,196
That does not really believe you. Dat ga je toch niet echt doen? That does not really go?

661
01:14:01,360 --> 01:14:05,239
You see it yourself that this is not possible. Ik kan 't niet. I can 't not.

662
01:14:05,400 --> 01:14:07,152
Sabine, you have absolutely nothing.

663
01:14:07,320 --> 01:14:12,519
You wanted necessarily account. Mij maakte het niet uit. I made no difference.

664
01:14:12,680 --> 01:14:17,879
But if you think that 't easy for us, you have' t wrong.

665
01:14:23,040 --> 01:14:24,439
Watch.

666
01:14:27,960 --> 01:14:29,313
the sea.

667
01:14:32,200 --> 01:14:33,918
The end of the world.

668
01:14:36,320 --> 01:14:38,550
And you know what they say, eh Ben?

669
01:14:39,720 --> 01:14:41,790
Each end is a beginning.

670
01:14:55,960 --> 01:14:58,428
If someone has something to eat? Ben?

671
01:14:58,600 --> 01:15:00,909
Sabine? -Nee, alsjeblieft niet. - No, please do not.

672
01:15:01,080 --> 01:15:04,470
Feeling not good, Sabine? -Niet echt, nee. - Not really, no.

673
01:15:06,000 --> 01:15:09,515
Ben knows you sure? Is dit wat je wil? Is this what you want?

674
01:15:12,600 --> 01:15:13,999
Good.

675
01:15:19,160 --> 01:15:21,674
Ben ... ik zou... I would ...

676
01:15:36,240 --> 01:15:39,073
I have me ... inzetten. Bets.

677
01:15:40,160 --> 01:15:46,235
Everything is thinking. And for thinking.

678
01:15:46,400 --> 01:15:49,756
Everything is willpower.

679
01:16:12,320 --> 01:16:15,471
Everything is courage.

680
01:16:16,720 --> 01:16:20,952
Eventually still do what you can not do.

681
01:16:43,720 --> 01:16:49,511
If you die in a game, you are just gone.

682
01:16:49,680 --> 01:16:53,150
And you have to give your own body back to searching.

683
01:16:57,360 --> 01:17:00,716
The only thing they took from me, it was a tape.

684
01:17:01,960 --> 01:17:05,794
And I ... ik was weg. I was gone.

685
01:17:18,640 --> 01:17:23,555
These are particularly poignant images that remind us ...

686
01:17:23,720 --> 01:17:27,110
that every week a young Flemish itself from 't deprive life.

687
01:17:27,280 --> 01:17:32,229
According to recent studies, 10 percent of all Flemish youth ...

688
01:17:32,400 --> 01:17:35,870
ever indicate a suicide to have taken.

689
01:17:36,040 --> 01:17:39,396
A very frightening figure.

690
01:17:39,560 --> 01:01:17,:43
030 Sport then. Op het toernooi van... On the tournament ...

691
01:17:43,280 --> 01:17:45,555
Dear attendees.

692
01:17:46,680 --> 01:17:48,193
Dear family ...

693
01:17:49,200 --> 01:17:51,031
ladies and gentlemen ...

694
01:17:52,200 --> 01:17:55,556
ladies and gentlemen, girls and boys.

695
01:17:55,720 --> 01:17:59,838
We are meeting here this afternoon to say farewell to ...

696
01:18:00,240 --> 01:18:03,596
of a very special young man.

697
01:18:03,760 --> 01:18:10,677
Die schielijk us in a very tragic way ...

698
01:18:10,840 --> 01:18:12,558
has become ontvallen.

699
01:18:12,720 --> 01:18:15,871
Ben has never been easy.

700
01:18:16,040 --> 01:18:23,310
With his condition, he has made life difficult.

701
01:18:25,000 --> 01:18:31,712
Perhaps realise we are only now, too late then ...

702
01:18:31,880 --> 01:18:39,355
that he struggled with this disability, we will say.

703
01:18:39,520 --> 01:18:42,990
And that this was worse than we could have thought.

704
01:18:43,160 --> 01:18:47,119
Because there is never a real contact.

705
01:18:47,400 --> 01:18:49,755
And now even more will be.

706
01:18:50,080 --> 01:18:54,232
We can only accept today ...

707
01:18:54,640 --> 01:18:59,794
that some things are just too heavy to wear.

708
01:18:59,960 --> 01:19:01,916
Therefore family ...

709
01:19:03,560 --> 01:19:04,709
Hello.

710
01:19:05,760 --> 01:19:08,194
Thank you came.

711
01:19:09,360 --> 01:19:15,879
I am also died, as they say.

712
01:19:17,160 --> 01:19:20,550
Omgekomen to myself.

713
01:19:20,720 --> 01:01:19,:23
51 Best to-people and fellow ...

714
01:19:26,040 --> 01:19:28,873
my struggle is discontinued.

715
01:19:32,120 --> 01:19:38,798
At the end of your life you see the movie of your life as well, they say.

716
01:19:38,960 --> 01:19:43,988
Here are a few scenes that you might find interesting.

717
01:21:21,480 --> 01:21:25,189
Ben, come on. Nu. The endgame. Now. Street endgame.

718
01:22:23,080 --> 01:22:26,550
Creative die, they called it.

719
01:22:26,720 --> 01:22:29,996
Suicide without the murder.

720
01:22:30,160 --> 01:22:36,759
Dying without leave or leave without death.

721
01:22:38,240 --> 01:22:41,471
I have everything to learn.

722
01:22:41,640 --> 01:22:45,189
But the most important thing I was forgotten.

723
01:22:45,360 --> 01:22:48,477
Learning lie.

724
01:22:48,640 --> 01:22:50,312
Bedriegen.

725
01:23:05,840 --> 01:23:09,071
There was a dead first.

726
01:23:09,240 --> 01:23:12,915
Otherwise you were probably not come.

727
01:23:13,080 --> 01:23:16,436
For a boy who just bullied.

728
01:23:19,360 --> 01:23:23,592
And at a certain point, you can not continue to cry out and ask ...

729
01:23:23,760 --> 01:23:24,988
Mama, as evil.

730
01:23:25,160 --> 01:23:28,914
and even 's now ask questions or something could happen.

731
01:23:29,080 --> 01:23:31,594
That finally would stop.

732
01:23:31,760 --> 01:23:37,710
That they would finally stop the treiteren of my son.

733
01:23:37,880 --> 01:23:41,714
And his life as ...

734
01:23:41,880 --> 01:23:45,873
Sorry, but 't was really true. Zijn leven zo onmogelijk te maken. His life as impossible.

735
01:23:46,040 --> 01:23:50,033
His autism is his problem, but for him it's no problem.

736
01:23:50,200 --> 01:23:53,158
They are the others. Dat is het probleem. That is the problem. Anderen. Others.

737
01:23:54,200 --> 01:23:59,718
They have to learn with my little rest.

738
01:23:59,880 --> 01:24:03,077
Ben simply wanted gone. Nu is hij weg. Now he's gone.

739
01:24:04,640 --> 01:24:06,551
And fortunately he was still alive.

740
01:24:09,760 --> 01:24:11,512
He lives.

741
01:24:12,920 --> 01:24:17,152
ln his own world, perhaps, but he still lives. Hij leeft nog. He still lives.

742
01:24:19,560 --> 01:24:21,357
His life.

743
01:24:41,200 --> 01:24:43,475
let it happen, Ben.

744
01:24:44,520 --> 01:24:46,158
Do not be afraid.

745
01:24:53,720 --> 01:24:57,235
If you want to feel good, you feel good learning.

746
01:24:57,400 --> 01:24:58,799
Caress him.

747
01:25:02,400 --> 01:25:06,075
I have never been happy.

748
01:25:06,240 --> 01:25:11,360
But I have never been so happy.

749
01:25:18,480 --> 01:25:20,710
Nice, eh. Dieren hoeven niet te praten. Animals do not have to talk.

750
01:25:20,920 --> 01:25:25,118
Dare you 'm not bestijgen? Held op sokken. Held on socks.

751
01:25:27,120 --> 01:25:33,389
There is always something ... Mensen zien een paard en willen erop zitten. People see a horse and want out.

752
01:25:33,560 --> 01:25:37,519
But those animals have not asked?

753
01:25:37,720 --> 01:25:38,994
Do you not?

754
01:25:39,800 --> 01:25:45,716
Because if you can choose to only ...

755
01:25:47,160 --> 01:25:49,116
Oh yes...